September 2008
17 posts
It’s my fucking birthday.
i just wanna go home
fucking think for yourself’ers
Internet
wildephotog:
Rule of thumb: If you wouldn’t say it in person, don’t say it online.
a-fuckin-men
How can you say the warmth makes you? How can you say a sign leads you home?
Upon research of decaf coffee in the pantry.
Eddy: I want some coffee. Let's see what we've got. Hmm...Caramel, French Vanilla, Raspberry...DECAF?!?!?!
Sean: Yeah, I saw that in there I thought it was yours.
Eddy: MINE!?!?! You know how I feel about decaf! Decaf is the devil. I'm throwing this away.
Sean: Yeah, throw that demonic shit away!
Eddy: ...damn demons.
Decaf is the devil, kids.
The verdict is in.
I have a problem.
A Small Talk - Mat Musto
One of the guys I used...
This Is It, This Is It.
I feel like the time is now. Time for me to take my own advice. Pretend you’re alive… Pretend you’re alive and one day you will be.
Get this: I’m dead. In fact, I’ve been dead for quite some time. I’ve been dead since I have moved here. I’m a monster looking to suck the life out of you. Make me alive, make me like you. All the while I’m dying even...
I wonder if you feel the same…
auburnsky:
Yay! Chris found my camera!!!
THERE IS A GOD!!!!!!!
Yes, I did.
I finally found a clothing store for me. What is it? I’ll never tell…
…but I will tell you that its only in the UK. I’m gonna do some serious online shopping this afternoon.
The only thing that kept me at Abercrombie yesterday was a sweet remix of “S.O.S” by ABBA.
God bless you, ABBA. God bless you.
Why do I feel like I just came out of The Devil Wears Prada….not the good part where she goes to Paris but the bad part where Miranda hates her guts…
auburnsky:
dylicious:
So I’ve been to Parliament House twice, and both times I’ve had more fun dancing than any time at Pulse. I think it’s the fact that you’re forced to dance by the gazillion bodies. Also, you’re so sweaty that you try to keep moving to avoid noticing just how gross you are. Fun times.
Addendum: HIV test tomorrow. (kidding)
fyi: we’re all going. (HIV test)
...
why was tonight so much fun? belligerent?
August 2008
23 posts
It’s hard to take risks with a pessimist…
Edward got a job at The Altamonte Mall….but has to work at Abercrombie…
dylicious:
So many hot boys, so little confidence.
life’s too short to stand in the shadows
Your friends, now ghosts, are screaming “Bury us,” they said, while panicking, my mind was broken.
Reflection
zachattack:
From my supervision session today with a very skilled clinician…she forced me to dig deep and it was the most powerful experience I’ve ever shared with another person.
I’m not as funny, smart, sophisticated, strong, or interesting as I pretend to be. At my core, my biggest fear is being rejected, so to shield myself I put up a front… because it’s easier to be funny Zach than it is...
Mission accomplished.
worst mission ever.
(via dylicious)
I said what to who last night?!?!?!?!?!
I've adopted the Lindsea Stowe Protection Plan
Never date/have feelings for/have sex with/brag to your friends about/think about a fucking boy. She’s the happiest girl I know…without a man.
So fuck dudes.
Fuck, you’re going?
When you are like me you get used to lack. Used to everyone being like the other. No one being able to love you. Be good to everyone for half of it back. I get used to investing and getting returns that disappoint. No eight hours of sleep. No three meals a day. No eight glasses of water. I don’t get neccessities.
I get lack.
No matter how much I don’t want to say it, she might have been right.
What would I do without Brooks the Cat? I’m gonna have to figure out soon enough…
what was i thinking?
One day I would’ve fallen so in love One day I would’ve painted reds and greens of one who let me live long enough But there’s suits in love with their own poises Hypocrites with no more voices Corporate cowards with no more choices
Next week I’ll be releasing some of my music on myspace so, ummm, stay tuned.
We’ll see…
Dear headache,
Quit aching on my head.
-Ed
The doctor and I have a very love/hate relationship. I feel better but the process sucks…
I’m going back to bed.
Somebody told me that everyone’s phony, …until somebody’s lonely I hope that you are lonely. I hope that you are only waiting to phone me.
The moon is a magnet. Everyone’s at it. Everyone’s had it.
I don’t want to come back…
I'm going to NC for a week
I’ll be posting on Cougar-Like Reflexes. be sure to check it out.
So scene it hurts.
How long will I blame the devils on my shoulder and pose like an angel on the outside.
All I am is a monster.
July 2008
36 posts
Dear Project Runway judges:
alleyfuckingkay:
WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT?
seriously
Pretend You’re Alive
I want someone to give the boyfriend discount to…
My cat acts like a dog...
SUCCESS!!!!
This monday
I demand a trip to Backbooth.
I had fun.
“It’s no good pretending that any relationship has a future if your record...”
– (via dilaudid)
For Justine.
(via picklescott)
Dear Rain,
I likes you. I really do, but why you gotta rain right when I wanna do something? Hmm? Why you gots to rain on my parade?
Love always, Eddy-boy